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Sometimes a life is too short to hold a grudge, or to hate. Sometimes you just have to get along with those you pity the most.
The past few Months for me havnt exactly been sparkly to say the least. Sometimes i imagine myself in my own little bubble to get away from reality and discord. Blocking out the pain of separation for those you love most. Sometimes people are just unfortunate to have to experience what i have seen, felt and heard first hand. But after all thats life. Sometimes I feel i cant trust nobody and that when i help someone it gets thrown back in my face. Seeing those you love, Hurt themselves in such away, and suffer in silence isnt something i want to see. Surely they wouldnt want me too see it either. No I havnt given up. I believe in those i love dearly. But i just dont show it. My attitude to those hasnt exactly been pretty and using against those you love dearly is not really too fair. After all i can choose who i want to be. I shouldnt let the situation drag me down and control me. I can be better than that.
I love all those who i have hurt in my family, And feel they should know that. I never mean to hurt you but i do, for that i truly apoligize.
Greg -
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